Am going to start posting again.

July 28, 2016

I know it has been awhile since I have posted here.  Going to start as I have some anger to get out my system.  Having Christian/Catholic friends on facebook I don’t share the witch stuff and sometimes I want to save it as I want to have it for my online book of shadows.

When I started this blog and my journey from White Nationalism I didn’t ever think things would have turned out the way they did.  I am glad I started the journey as 10 years later I am ready to embrace life.  Still have a lot of work to do, as my anger is not healthy.  Now that I know that root feeling and that feeling of wanting revenge, I can sort it through and find a way to forgive and movie forward.

Tonight a neighbor had to call the police because we were worried another neighbor might be dead.  Our mothers were girls here in Salina and knew each other from 13 or so.  I was feeling obligated.  A weakness of being a caregiver of everyone else.  Anyway, she is known by the police because she is a wino.  She is a drunk.  Her life is a mess and I had to admit to myself that I can’t help her.  She doesn’t see her red wine as a problem.  I don’t know what her rock bottom is. 

Something is going on but there is nothing anyone can do.  She is being evicted in a week and hasn’t even try to find a new place. 

I wanted help.  I wanted to heal from the PTSD.    Today I am so much better emotionally then I was before I started my journey 10 years ago. 

For my Book of Shadows.

July 27, 2016
Lugh, Lucifer and the First Harvest

Aug 1 is almost here so I am posting this as I want to read it and save it to my online book of shadows.  Some things I don’t want to post on facebook, because I know that they would be offended… 

Here on my blog Christians should not be offended if I want to explore my Witch side.

Greetings from Hawaii

March 6, 2016

Today is sorting hat Saturday on one of my Harry Potter facebook groups so I am posting a picture of my House Slytherin.  Yes, I was sorted into slytherin.

It has been a good birthday and I am resting a little before getting ready for dinner.  Going to have steak tonight.

I don’t like the results in Kansas.  I will not vote for Cruz.  Will stay home and give it to Sanders if there is not a Republican I can vote for.  Some may ask why I will not vote for Cruz.

One he is a Christian Conservative who I feel does not represent Pagan Witches like me.  Christians have told me I should be killed because their Bible says Witches are evil and should not live.  Then add the nutter Glenn Beck endorsed him, and you have someone who this Pagan can not vote for.  Not all Conservatives are Christian………..

My Democrat friend in KS will be disappointed as she loves Clinton.  Sanders won Kansas.  I wonder if Sanders will be the next President if Cruz is nominated.  How many non Christians are offended with Cruz and pushing his Catholic/Christian faith down our throats?

Yes Cruz won the Christian vote in the Bible belt.  Will he win the non Christian vote in states that are not in the Bible Belt like Texas, OK, and KS?  Yes, he won Maine, but will states like CA or Hawaii go for Cruz?

Need to Vent

February 29, 2016


I couldn’t watch the OSCARS tonight because Chris Rock made it racist with his anti White statements.  Instead of honoring the best, they now will be nominated based on RACE.  I replied to a post and of course was attacked.  Yet, Blacks are allowed to attack WHITES and are praised as HEROES, and those of us who are offended are labeled EVIL WHITE PEOPLE WHO ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR ALL THE EVIL IN THE WORLD, AND POOR BLACK PEOPLE NEED TO BE GIVEN A FREE PASS AND NOT BE NOMINATED FOR TALENT BUT FOR THE COLOR OF THEIR SKIN.

The Oscars are ruin now.

The women don’t even have the class that they used to have and some of the dresses show why to much.  No class.  Who wants to see their tits hanging out?

My sister is watching it so I left the room as I could not stay and watch it without comment and I don’t want to ruin for her, but I refuse to watch that bullshit crap of how evil WHITE PEOPLE ARE.


Tony Blair Interview

February 23, 2016

Very good Interview.

I am posting their pictures because I admired them so much.    I ask myself what would they tell us if we could have a conversation with them for one hour on how they think we should move forward in this fight against terrorism?

Being strong Tories, I believe they would tackle the problem with every ounce of courage and energy they have.  They would roll up their sleeves and begin to do what needed to be done to WIN.  That is the difference between Brits and Americans.  Americans don’t seem to have the courage and strength to stand up and do the right thing because it is the honorable thing to do.  We Brits have that strength of character running through our blood…  We are not the ENGLISH BULLDOG FOR NOTHING.

We are living in very important times.



February 21, 2016


Knowledge is Power

February 21, 2016

I have always believed knowledge is Power.

Have a great Slytherin Sunday

February 21, 2016

Salazar Slytherin

February 21, 2016

I got sorted into Slytherin House.  Already knew that when the sorting hat on Pottermore sorted me.  Always loved the Slytherin colors the best.  Besides bloodline has always been very important to me, lol.




February 21, 2016

I love peacocks.  I have a feather that I found on the ground in Ohio.  They are so much fun to watch in person.




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