I trust the PM will make the right decision and will do what is best for the UK.
It has been a rough night.
This song is how I am feeling. I just don’t understand why Joe and I can’t seem to really talk to each other. Why?
Just once I wish we could really talk.
The stupid part is that there is a part of me that still loves my friend.
Hopefully this trip back home to Boston will settle my heart and soul and I can finally find peace.
Together we could have done so much in regards to our work.
Thinking of Boston.
Had a dream last night, which makes me feel so stupid, because there is a part of me that still is hoping that Mr. Boston proves to me that he is worthy of me. He won’t. It is just the stupid side of me thinking that we could have a real friendship. When am I going to get it into my heart that he was never my friend?
It will never happen, that he admits his mistake and that he shows me he can be trusted, respected, and obeyed.
He is a spoiled little boy and not a real man.
Yet, when I remember how he made me feel when we would smile at each other, that part wants to believe in him still. That in the end we will do what we should have done many years ago.
I don’t know why it has been so difficult for us to talk things out?
Feelings are coming out today, and can’t numb the pain, so just have to deal with it.
Someday I will meet the right guy for me.
Hoping that this trip to Boston will help me to let go of Mr. Boston and that my dreams will stop of us talking things out and being real friends.
Of course in Obama’s America only Black lives matter and White lives to be taken. There will be no outcry from this President or Vice President. The Democrats only value Black lives.
Mabon Soap Recipe
1 cup grated unscented soap
1/4 cup hot water
1 tbsp. apricot oil 1 tbsp. rose petals
1/2 tbsp. hibiscus
6 drops myrrh oil
3 drops sandalwood oil
Place grated soap in a heat-proof non-metallic container and add the hot water and apricot oil. Leave until it is cool enough to handle, and then mix together with your hands. If the soap is floating on the water, add more soap. Leave to sit for 10 minutes, mixing occasionally, until the soap is soft and mushy. Once the soap, water, and oil are blended completely, add the dry ingredients. Once the mixture is cool, then add the essential oils (essential oils evaporate quickly in heat). Enough essential oils should be added to overcome the original scent of the soap. Blend thoroughly and then divide the soap mixture into four to six pieces. Squeeze the soaps, removing as much excess water as possible into the shape you desire, and tie in a cheesecloth. Hang in a warm, dry place until the soap is completely hard and dry.
I defended you today David Duke, with Democrats, because they were distorting what you said in the Article yesterday. It makes me angry when Democrats and others distort the facts and twist the truth to fit their narrow view of people, places, and things. They lack intellectual honesty.
You know I do not agree with you, but at least I am not afraid to tell you to your face why I oppose you and disagree with your views and actions politically
You did not endorse Donald Trump. You said that you thought he was the best of the lot on immigration. That you thought that he was pro Israel and didn’t like that. No where in your statement yesterday, did you say you endorse Trump and he was your candidate and the candidate that you are going to vote for or encourage White Nationalists to vote for.
We may disagree and fight each other over issues but I will always be fair and honest with you and hope you will be the same with me. One can respect the enemy if that enemy is willing to look you in the face and tell you why they disagree and oppose you. To look in your eyes and tell you the truth, is a sign of moral courage and honor. White Nationalists like you and Don Black and others from Stormfront have always shown me moral courage and honor as I hope I have shown you on a personal level. I actually have more respect for you then an old Democrat friend and his brother.
I don’t know why Democrats have to distort the truth so much. Is it they can’t win without distortion of the truth?
Anyway, I just needed to vent, as once again Democrats show me they don’t value truth and will lie to achieve their goals. Their goal seems to be they will lie to get what they want in getting Bernie Sanders to be the next President. They don’t care if they slander someone with their lies and half truths. Shameful. People wonder why I don’t trust the Political Leaders in both the Democrat and Republican Parties?
I am a spit fire. That is not going to change.
This quote was posted on my facebook tonight and I really needed it tonight. Part of working through the PTSD is to release all my feelings of anger, mistrust, and lack of respect I have toward people of authority over me and in this Government and Catholic/Christian Church; because of how I was treated.
It has been weighing me down and I believe has been effecting my health in many areas.
Am trying to move through all the painful feelings.
This trip to Boston with a good friend and her grandma will be a big step forward as I face the big bad wolf of my past. Who knows what will happen there. Even if my old friend doesn’t have the courage to face me and talk to me face to face, it is ok, because I gave him a chance to become a man. It will be on him and not me. I tried to do the right thing and I will be able to leave there free from the chains of the past and the painful experiences I knew in MA.
I do not trust anyone in the United States Government. My personal experience is they lie and pretend to have your best interest of heart, when the truth is they don’t give a dam about anyone but themselves. they don’t care if you have to suffer in life because of their actions or lack of actions.
I still want to say FUCK YOU a lot to both those in Government and the Catholic/Christian Church.
The North Shore of Boston is calling me home, so I am just going with it. I will face whatever happens with grace and charm.
Am looking forward to the Witches Ball this Halloween. I have always loved Salem and the North Shore.