The Kind of Conversion You Must Have!
August 7, 2008 by chrisy58this came from my Catholic Email group and I wanted to post it here. I would like to think that we can be forgiven for the times we have failed either to do the things we know we should do but don’t or the times we did things that we knew were wrong and did them anyway. Can one really leave the past behind?
The Kind of Conversion You Must Have!
By the late Father Kilian McGowan, C.P.
Used with permission, from the Passionist Priests
If you sincerely intend to strive for the wholehearted imitation of our Blessed Lord, you should start off with three basic dispositions:
1) Be ready to change-be willing to let God make you over
2) Direct your conversion to an innermost change of heart.
3) Cultivate a true sorrow for your past betrayals of God’s love.
Here we are concerned with that contrition by which the soul first moves toward God. When a humble soul breaks with sin and stands in God’s All-Holy Presence, it experiences the need to do something about its sinfulness. By sin, we mean any deliberate rejection of-or turning from-God.
First, your contrition should condemn any sins you have committed in the past. Obviously this means you must also accept full responsibility for them. No excuse, no smokescreens, and no passing-the- buck. You humbly acknowledge your guilt just as it is in God’s sight. This alone will unburden your soul.
It must be stressed that this repudiation of one’s sinful past is an essential element of true conversion. The reason is that just as sin was a rejection of God and His love, so now repentance repudiates the sins that caused the break with God. It also sets the stage for the return to God’s life and love.
The contrite heart then begs God for full forgiveness of its sins. It does this with the confidence of the Psalmist who said: “A humble and contrite heart Thou wilt not despise.” (Psalm 50:19)
It knows that Christ can restore to perfect health a soul whose sins had scarred and disfigured it. And He will!
Genuine sorrow does more than long for a reconciliation with God-it desires to walk once more in His paths. Breaking with the past, it is already planning for a better future. Motivated by the sincere desire never again to be separated from God, it renounces all serious sin for the future. This attitude must underlie any true conversion of heart.
Also included in contrition is a willingness to atone for the past. It makes you acknowledge your sinfulness and surrender to the mercy of God. It gives you unwavering confidence in our Lord’s guarantee of forgiveness. It prepares you to accept whatever atonement for sin Divine Providence will send.
From what has been said, you can see that true contrition is a remarkable disposition of soul causing many supernatural effects. It makes us face the facts that matter. It leads to abandonment of pride and self-complacency. It causes us to admit our sinfulness.
It makes us repudiate any sin in our past history as we search for our true selves in Christ.
It invites us to carefully and gratefully respond to God’s infinite care of our lives. Obviously, contrition causes an inward change of heart.
It is the start of the process of becoming a new person in Christ. It sets the stage for a new life given less to self and centered more on Christ.
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