Went to Christmas Eve service at the Episcopal Church. Hadn’t been there in years. It was nice. Went with an deal old friend that I have known for years. We used to sing in the choir together. We then went out to Olive Garden for dinner and now I am home writing in my journal. As I need to sort through the anger stage.
There are 5 steps one must work through. Boston changed me and I am glad I did what I had to do in my therapy as I do want to get pass the pain and struggles that have held me back all these years.
I do think resigning from the DAR is the best thing for me. I am not some spoiled brat that is going to write my letter in anger. I am sorting out my feelings and when I know the reason why I can no longer be a member, will write it in an diplomatic way. I love these women and don’t want to hurt them, but I just feel because of my feelings of hurt and pain caused by those who held Political Power over me in MA, that I can’t love this Government right now. Exile is the best thing for the British Monarchist.
Tomorrow will be a busy day. Plan to eat about 2. We are doing pot luck. I am doing the Turkey and dressing.
Will write more tomorrow.