Thinking about someone I knew in MA who is dead now. he was one of the few Democrats I seemed to be able to talk to. He is dead now and has been for many years.
I am getting ready to go back home to Boston, that I haven’t seen since 90. I know it has changed. I have accepted the truth about me and others. I can let go now of the dream of ever talking things out with someone I had hoped we would be able to talk things out and move forward in friendship only.
I did break down a bought a book that just came out and read it in one day. I was sorry to hear that an old friend who I used to ride horses with had not remarried. Her ex has remarried and I know that my friend has so much love and wonderful qualities that there is someone out there who will love her and treat her like the queen she is. I don’t want her to be alone. Living alone sucks.
I hope if fate is willing that she and I will be able to meet again and talk things out when I am in the Boston area. That we can hug and move forward as friends. I was always her loyal friend. I still am. I miss riding horses with her and talking to her as we rode the trails.
As far as her ex. I hope someday you find the courage to face both of us and to look us in the face and tell us the truth.
I am a wonderful woman too, and somewhere out there is a man for me too. Maybe my old friend and I can double date sometime and both move forward and find a man worthy of both of us.