Have a busy day today. Will write after Survivor’s group.
My mother and I didn’t communicate verbally, but through writing. My sister found a note she had written for me to read after she died. I don’t like to cry and so I started to read it and wanted to cry so I didn’t read it all yet. Someday when I can read it and not cry then I will read it.
I know people don’t understand this, but crying to me is weakness. So when I feel myself starting to cry I back off and shut those feelings down as I don’t want to be weak.
This may be why I have PTSD. I don’t deal with my emotions very well, but like a soldier try to keep going on..
I need to finish up as we have the first real estate agent coming this morning and I have my group this afternoon.
Some of the Phoenix area got snow yesterday. We didn’t get any snow here. Some of my friends on facebook posted pictures of snow here in the Phoenix, Tucson area. It actally stayed long enough on the ground for people to take a picture and make a snowball and have a snowball fight.