Here is an article I am posting, as I think it is very important for people to read about GM foods. I don’t like them and would like to see organic farming and small family farms the norm and agri-business and corporate farming on the decline until one day we don’t have to deal with the horrid effects anymore.
I have talked about the Land Insitute of Salina, Kansas before.. I would encourage everyone to research them and check them out.
Tomorrow I have my CSA ( Childhood sexual abuse) survivors group, where I will turn in my letter to the Greek Gardener.
I always liked flowers and gardening. I guess I inherited it from my English Grandmum.. You know how found the English are of flowers and gardening and just being outdoors.
I wonder if that love of flowers and gardening made me an easy target for the gardener, as I loved to work in the soil and watch pretty things grow? Love roses.
Whereas other kids who didn’t love flowers and gardening would not have been so open to talk to a gardener about that topic would they?
My mother once told me many years ago when I was still a kid and we talked about this that it was my fault, as I didn’t stop him. I didn’t even know what sex was as we hadn’t had the birds and bees talk yet. If it has to be one of our faults, wouldn’t it be more her fault for failing to protect me and keep me safe while she was busy with her active social life that women in our class had?
Or shouldn’t we put the blame where the blame belongs on the Greek Gardener?
Need a song now. Starting to get emotional now. Why has everyone always BLAMED ME?
I wish I would have been able to spend a lot of time with my English Grandmum as I looked just liked her and she would have enjoyed helping to raise me. She too loved the UK better then the United States.
I got along better with my other grandmama then my own mother and treasured the times we spent together. I remember when she felt her daughter was picking on me as a little girl she would stand up to her daughter and tell her to stop. I never forgot that.
Yes, I know at some point I will have to write a letter to my mother.
Have to remember that if I stay with the program that there is healing and I can finally get unstuck and embrace the future I was born for.
Talked to Cheryl and I ask that people pray for her healing. She is dealing with some major health issues right now and has no medical insurance.
Need to stop writing for now. Will write later.