As part of my healing and letting go of the past, I wrote a letter to someone and then burned it. As I burned it I said to myself that all ties mental and physcial are cut between me and this person.
This person was not worthy to be my friend. Part of the healing is to let go of things and people that are holding me back from healing and moving forward in life. I deserve happiness and I will find happiness and as I allow myself to heal of the ptsd.
I have a few more letters to write and then burn, but this one was a very important one.
I want friends who value me and see my true heart. Who love me and want my friendship.
Irish Roses- Loch Lomond
Am in the mood for some Celtic music.
There were roses-Irish song
sad song, but I am sad that I have finally had to face that in order to respect myself I had to face the truth about someone who I loved as a friend, but who didn’t love or value me as a friend. How can one have a friendship with one who is indifferent to you? One can’t have a one sided friendship. Hate isn’t the opposite of love, indifference is.
How can others respect me if I don’t have enough respect for myself to insist that I be treated with respect by others?
fiddlers green- Irish song
tribute to Scottish entertainers no longer with us
song of the Clyde
Hope everyone has a nice evening.
I want to make it clear I don’t hate this person. I don’t hate anyone, but at the same time, I must withdraw my friendship. If I ever meet this person again my accident I will be civil, but the trust, respect and friendship I once held is gone. Don’t need people in my life who don’t respect me as a human being.