I love this quote so I thought I would post it on my journal. This is so true, but it is hard for me to live. I hate to quit and give up, so am working on allowing myself to change course and let God work. If something has to be forced open then I don’t want it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U6tV11acSRk
Here comes the Sun
I love that song. As it helps me to try and think that good times can come and not just give up and think everything sucks. Just this morning I woke up thinking America sucks. I look around me and I see a liar in the White House who is evil in that it is a very evil person who LIES to his own people that he is suppose to LEAD AND BE THEIR LEADER. That is why I say f you when I hear his voice or see him on the tv. In my wildest dreams as a little girl I never thought there would be a day when this Daughter of the Mayflower and American Revolution would think f you to the President of the United States. Yet, how is one supposed to respond to an evil LIAR?
The Republican Party isn’t much much better then the Democrat Party so I want to say f you to them too, for their lies and corruption. They all LIE so the AMERICAN PEOPLE DON’T KNOW WHO TO BELIEVE. People want to believe they can be part of saving this nation’s course so that their children and grandchildren have a future, but the reality is how does one change things by voting in someone new, when they are just as much of the problem as the person before who they just voted out, who LIED AND SOLD THIS COUNTRY AND THE AMERICAN PEOPLE DOWN THE RIVER?
So it is politics as usual and denial. The American people deserve better then this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We live in a world where if you have the courage to tell the truth, you are marked as an evil person who is racist. It is almost becoming an honor to be called a racist by some groups because they call anyone who dares to say Obama is a LIAR which is a fACT an EVIL RACIST WHO HATES HIM BECAUSE HE IS BLACK.
THAT IS A LIE. I DISLIKE HIM BECAUSE HE IS AN LIAR WHO LIES WHENEVER HE OPENS HIS MONTH AND TO ME A LEADER WHO LIES TO THOSE HE LEADS IS AN EVIL PERSON. HOW CAN ONE RESPECT AND FOLLOW THEIR LEADER WHEN HE LIES TO THEM?
That is when the f you comes in and you say I won’t follow him because he is a liar who is lying to me and doesn’t tell me the truth. How do you follow a Commander in chief who lies to the very people who risk their lives? How can you follow a Commander in chief like Obama who works to deny our military men and women the right to vote in the next election? Yes, that is where one wants to say f you to Obama. America does suck because our President is an LIAR who does EVIL.
It is becoming a badge of honor among Conservatives to be called a racist; so you can call me a RACIST too now Obama, because I have the courage to stand up to you and say you are a LIAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j2hbU7na1pw
smoke on the water
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YkADj0TPrJA
In the Air
I feel it in the air. This election will be the most important election in our generation. I wish I felt like Romney was the man to beat Obama and that he had the right stuff, but I don’t. He seems just like all the other Republicans who lie to get elected and then once there does nothing but play politics as usual and is part of the lies and corruption.
So I want to say f you to all those who sit in government who lied to the American people and were part of the problem and not the solution. Those who because of you, good Americans have LOST ALL FAITH AND TRUST IN THE AMERICAN GOVERNMENT. WHO BECAUSE OF YOUR ACTIONS OR LACK OF ACTION NO LONGER RESPECT THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT BUT WANT TO SAY F YOU.
I am in ptsd group and part of moving forward is release all my emotions and feelings I have held in for all these years. It is actually healthy for me to start saying f you to people who have done wrong and evil.
So because JK doesn’t have the courage to face me and we talk things face to face and tell the truth and listen to the other with an open mind, f you too. I would want to slap your face for the way you treated me that day in the barn when I was in terrible distress and you SAID IT WASN’T YOUR PROBLEM AND JUST LEFT ME THERE TO BE ABUSED OVER YOU. But I can’t do that as in today’s world a woman can’t slap a man across the face for his horrid behavior toward her, so I say f you instead.
I have always been a fair person and treat others the way I want to be treated. To bad we can’t say the same thing about you JK. You are a COWARD. FACE ME IF YOU HAVE THE GUTS AND WE TELL EACH OTHER THE TRUTH. THOUGH YOU MIGHT NOT WANT TO HEAR THE TRUTH, SO YOU CONTINUE TO KEEP SILENT AND AVOID ME. THAT IS A COWARD. AT LEAST YOU SHOULD HAVE THE GUTS TO FACE ME AND TELL ME TO MY FACE THE TRUTH OF WHAT YOU DID. YOU AREN’T EVEN A GOOD CATHOLIC AS I HAVE ALL THESE YEARS TRIED TO REACH OUT CATHOLIC TO CATHOLIC AND WE TALK THINGS OUT AND GIVE EACH OTHER THE SIGN OF PEACE. ALL I WANTED AND HAVE ALWAYS WANTED WAS THE TRUTH FROM YOUR OWN LIPS. NO REVENGE OR ME TRYING TO MAKE YOU PAY IN A COURT OF LAW, BUT JUST THE TRUTH FROM YOUR OWN LIPS AND YOU FACE ME LIKE A REAL CATHOLIC MAN. COWARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Know JK I don’t respect you but pity you. You might fool people to think you are a great Catholic, but we both know you are not, as if you were, you would do the right thing as my Catholic brother and face me and give me the truth from your own lips of if you did what you were accused of by the neighbors in the game of telephone about you. You expect people not to just judge you on the stories, lies and half truth spoken and written about you.
OF ALL PEOPLE I THOUGHT YOU WOULD HAVE UNDERSTOOD THAT THE SAME THING HAD HAPPEN TO ME AND WOULD NOT JUDGE ME WITHOUT GIVING ME A CHANCE TO DEFEND MYSELF THE WAY I HAVE ALWAYS TRIED TO GIVE YOU THAT CHANCE. I DEFENDED YOU AND TOOK ABUSE OVER MY DEFENSE OF YOU.
A part of me will always love you as friend, because I don’t turn off love like one turns on and off a light switch, but I don’t respect you and I pity you. I don’t think you are a man of courage or honor. That you value truth or equal justice. I think you are selfish, indifferent, proud, arrogant, and lack compassion and real love for others who don’t serve your needs. You my old friend are an empty suit. I can’t see a real man inside. A real man would face me and tell me the truth with his own lips knowing that BECAUSE we practice the same faith, that we would forgive each other and make peace and move forward.
I am no longer going to be forcing the issue. The quote above is for you.
IF THERE IS EVER PEACE BETWEEN US AS CATHOLICS IT WILL BE UP TO YOU NOW. THE BALL IS IN YOUR COURT JK AND YOUR BROTHER’S.
THIS SONG IS FOR YOU.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4p5yzdCa2GE
it don’t come easy
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U-xetxYwyak&feature=endscreen&NR=1
sweet freedom
I will have sweet freedom from the ptsd and the emotional baggage that I have held in all these years. Finally letting go and moving forward.
Love
Chrisy
