Love this quote.
A song to uplift us who are learning to change the course of our lives so that we can embrace a better future.
Here comes the sun
I want this entry to be on the good future that awaits us if we are willing to allow our course to be changed in this life. It doesn’t mean we QUIT or GIVE UP. It means our sail boat is heading for an object that we don’t want to hit and sink our boat so we change the course so that we can continue our happy sail.
Not one person on the face of the earth wants to face DEFEAT. We wouldn’t be human if we just gave up and let go without a fight. Yet, sometimes we have to retreat to regroup and then come back and fight another battle in order to win the war for the long time. Sometimes refusing to retreat and change plans leads into your whole military force being defeated. Sometimes one must pull back for the greater good. Doesn’t mean you have QUIT, but it means you are changing course of action.
We can’t force someone to do the right thing. You can’t force someone to have courage to face you and talk to you. You can’t force someone to face the truth or even listen to the truth from your own lips with an open mind. You can’t force someone to admit he made a mistake in not giving you a chance to defend yourself and prove you are telling the truth, and to even as a fellow Catholic to change his course and do right by you. I do believe that we all face judgment and someday JK will have to face that he was WRONG to treat me the way he did and we will make peace in heaven. Yes, I believe in heaven. It would be nice if we could make peace on this side so that we could work together and fight White Nationalist Nazi’s world wide. Yet, if JK doesn’t want to make peace and work with me to fight evil and we both be real Celtic Warriors then I must RESPECT HIS FREE WILL. I can’t say I RESPECT him, but that is his choice and I must learn to ACCEPT that God has someone better that he will BRING TO THE FIGHT!!!!
JK, as a Catholic women I will always be ready to try and talk things out with you for the sake of making peace so we can give each other the sign of peace as Catholics. God knows my heart. He knows as far as it is up to me that I am seeking to follow his commandment of forgiving those who have wronged us. We need to talk things out. You know both face each other and tell each other the truth and listen to the person with an open mind. No more sending people to carry messages back and forth which leads to the game telephone being played. The true message is distorted and twisted so it becomes a lie. Both of us have had enough people playing telephone with our lives ever since we were kids. I would have thought you of all people would have understood that there are a lot of lies and half truths told about me as there are about you too. When people don’t understand something they make a mistake in assumping things and putting their assumptions out there as truth.
yes, I get lost in the translation because I am like my dad’s mum who was British. Inherited her looks and personality. She too was a strong willed women. I come from a long line of strong willed women. My mother is a real pisto. I have always gotten along better with Brits then Americans. There is a difference in how Brits think and Americans think. My grandmum didn’t like America very much either and went back to the UK. My grandfather went back to the UK and married her and brought her back to Boston so like me she was stuck in America when her heart and soul was in the British Isles.
I love the American people and meant my oath I took as a Political Daughter of the American Revolution, but with Americans I have found more judgment based not on truth but assumptions and because they don’t understand me based on LIES. With my fellow Brits, I can relax and be myself and not have to worry about the game telephone being played and always a bad twist being put on me.
I am starting to plan my trip to Scotland and the British Isles. Might take me another 5 years to get there, but I am going to start planning and putting my dreams into reality. It will be the light at the end of the tunnel of having to change me and allow myself to get rid of all the toxic people and things in my life. Those thoughts that keep on in the rut of doing the same thing even when the thing you are doing is not good for you.
I love Scottish tv so much better then American tv. There is one show I love called monarch of the glen it is about Archie who is an MacDonald and I also with MacDonald blood enjoy watching the clips on youtube as I can’t watch the BBC on the computer because I am not on the UK. So I am stuck with lousy American tv of reality shows, and all the other trash that passes as American tv. Gone are the days of good tv that I knew as a kid in the 60′s and 70′s. I saw Gunsmoke the other day. Loved that show, along with Big Valley.
Here is a clip from the monarch of the glen. You will see it is a quality show. Maybe PBS will pick it up but they only like the old shows and not the new shows that are really good. Can’t complain as I wouldn’t get any British tv if it wasn’t for them.
all for love
There is a great life out there. We just have to be willing to go for it and be willing to make the changes to make it come true. I will make it to Skye and the Scottish Highlands. Will go HOME and be with my own people and Clan.
My British man is out there who will see my heart of Gold and think I am beautiful even though I don’t have blonde hair and blue eyes. He will like Celtic women with fair skin and freckles.