I have had ice packs on my arm
to try and cut the pain since I cut
myself down to one pain pill at night.
Today is my last pain pill.
Don’t want anymore. Debating
if I should get a script for a non opiate
drug, but it has fake opiates (tramadol)
for 1-2 weeks only.
Or wait until the 26th when I go back
and keep doing the ice packs and keep
toughing things out.
The Warriors ending
Still looking for the whole movie on dvd.
it is not easy for me to realize that I
have been making a Scarlet O’Hara
moment and let a dream be so strong
that it kept me from opening my heart
to the right man who could love me as
I am and look at me the way Rhett
looked at her and think what a woman.
Now that my elephant is being put out
of my heart, my true soulmate has a chance
to win my heart.
Here Comes The Sun
Maybe 2013 will be the year I
make it to my beloved Scotland!!!!!!!!!