Do you Remember
Have had to face a truth I didn’t
want to face.
I realize that Jxx ever facing the truth and talking to me Catholic to Catholic and the O’Hara’s and I making peace is a pipe dream and not reality. Have to accept he isn’t honest, honorable, or a man of courage.
He is a man of 60 years old come Sept.
His mom isn’t a valid excuse anymore. There are many of us who have mom’s from hell, and at somepoint in our adult hood make the choice to do the right thing and get help. I am doing that.
I am Jxx friend, Jxx has proven by
his actions that he is not my friend because
he doesn’tknow the meaning of friendship. I am miss Millie and not Scarlet. Jxx is Scarlet because he doesn’t have a heart, is selfish, and treats those who love him as true friends like crap. Yet Jxx has become my Ashely. I want a Rhett someone who loves me as I am. Jxx is my elephant in the room. I must face the truth, that before the man who is my real soulmate can come into my heart, Jxx must be out.
As for his brother I am not going to
make my mind up without meeting him in person.
Not going to judge him who I have never met in
person based on Jxx. That isn’t fair or honorable. Hoping is brother is a honest men of honor and courage. Though I will make it very clear that Jxx waited to long and the offer for friendship is off the table, though peace is still possible as Catholics. I am no longer willing to work with Jxx either. I am giving Jxx’s brownie points to someone else.
Jxx judged me based on my mom, so
I guess in Jxx O’Hara’s mind that is honorable
behavior so he should understand
how now his son will not be someone I
could trust or open up to.
If the O’hara’s want the brownie points of fighting WHITE NATIONALIST NAZI’S then it will be with someone other than Jxx and his son.
For every action there is a reaction. This is my reaction to their silence and refusal to be honest, honorable, men of courage, and hold in their hearts a true love of nation.
I know people might not agree with me, but I have been dealing with this for over 20 years, and as much as I don’t quit I have to face the truth and let go of my dream.
I am working on getting healthy this year.
seal-kiss from the rose