First I would like to wish my friend Julia a very Happy Birthday!! May she have a great day and her birthday wish come true.
I had to defend my dad on another forum becaues I had made a comemtn about how I was raised old school. Yes, my dad had other women in his marriage to my mom and I knew about it and I obeyed and respected his wishes to keep silent. I don’t want anyone to feel sorry or pitty me because i was riased to believe in certain circles a husband has a wife and children in one area of his life and a mistress or two in another part of his life.It is not the end of the world for me that a man has a mistress.
I am old school and not like my peers who can’t handle marriage to a man who is old school regarding marriage as I am. It is not an easy thing to live with, but my dad wanted me to marry well and grow up to be a good wife and helpmate who could handle being married to a powerful man. All dad’s have dreams for their girls. Well my dad had dreams too. I am Mayflower, so why shouldn’t I have taken my place in Boston society?
I am working on the ptsd and the eating disorder of binge eating to numb the pain and hide the feelings I don’t want to feel so stuff them in with food. The things they tell you in the eating disorder groups do work. Last night I started to binge eat and took my mind off of food and writing in the journal I found out the feeling that was being a trigger.
I am going to be starting another group class to help with coping and getting me ready to dig really deep.
I never want anyone to feel sorry or pity me. I am a FIGHTER and I will overcome and win.
Start with a tune before posting the White Nationalist stuff. I thought I would at one time only post them M-F, but they don’t take weekends off so neighter of I.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=umoPLztzZxw
Jackson Browne- Somebody’s baby
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vObGQ-c8rPw
Bob W- DICTA The insanity of our times
I don’t believe it is true that only White Nationalist men protect women in distress. Progressive men too, would help a true lady in distress who needed help and protection. I am not giving up on Progressive men, just because one made a mistake. In my case I just don’t think he understood and his staff was a big DISERVICE to him. And yes, I do think they would do the right thing and not just allow a woman to be harmed.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FLCncl6gjS4&feature=endscreen&NR=1
Part 2 of the above.
No new blog entries today.
Now I can fill my mind with new things, as I have done my duty now.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BzpqGdZ_ygU
Rolling Stones-Under my thumb.
Love and Blessings
Chrisy
