Good morning!
This morning I go to my first ptsd therapy sesson, I will post on how it went later.
I thought I would do the Bob W video’s now, so I don’t have to worry about it later on. Posting 2 more as I can only listen to 2 at a time, before getting physically sick.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cfJSg8vBgI8
Bob W- The Untamed Eye Part 5
Ted Kennedy’s staff is mentioned here.
I agree with him when it comes to the BNP and small political parties in Europe. That is why this two party system is a joke. I have met the leader of the BNP and exchanged a few political emails with him. Not sure when his MEP term ends. That is why Greece was able to elect some neo nazis to their government. The American government doesn’t understand, nor frankly do I think they care to understand.
I feel like I am talking to a brick wall and the only response is IT ISN’T MY PROBLEM. IT IS THEIR PROBLEM. They have a choice they can either step up to the plate and listen and learn or they can continue to ignore and say IT ISN’T MY PROBLEM.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4VghDC8eaS8&feature=endscreen&NR=1
Bob W- The Untamed eye part 6
He talks about his time in Congress. It is true that they depend on their staff for a lot. I know Bob is smart and was very good at his job.
I just wish that he would see the truth about White Nationalism and walk away.
The below is from Bob’s blog today:
Saturday September 15, 2012 will be a day to remember. Ole Bob will put on his White Rabbit Costume and give a talk to the Stormfront Conference. Well maybe you won’t see Ole Bob in a White Rabbit Costume. But you will hear him speak at the Stormfront Conference. And He will be speaking first thing in the morning after Don and Derek Black. After Bob, you will hear Truck Roy and yours truly talk about Practical Politics. There should be some Q&A time allotted as well for the Swarm etc. You can find out all about the Conference at the below Stormfront thread.
http://www.stormfront.org/forum/t885618/
Until last year, I had never been to a Stormfront Conference. And I was pleasantly surprised. Bob is no neophyte to these things. And even he was excited about the BUGS presentation last year. It is damn difficult to get Bob excited. This conference will be like the previous one on Practical Politics with a few new topics thrown in for discussion. The location will not be disclosed until the morning of the Conference. Over at White Rabbit Radio we have headed into animation. And we are currently busy working on our 2nd animation. So we will have all kinds of interesting topics to discuss at the conference.
Youtube has taken down our first animation for “hate speech”. And we are currently protesting this via their formal process. As most of you know the video had garnered 110k views in just a couple months. Obviously, we want it back up on our main channel where we can continue to rack up numbers. But anyone can go to http://www.whiterabbitradio.net and still view it. No sooner than Youtube took down our animation than dozens of copies went up on various Youtube channels. We appreciate all those that helped spread the first animation. Stay tuned. White Rabbit Video is just getting warmed up.
I can say that I learned so much from the Polticial conferences or meetings that I went to. The best of the crop goes and one really does learn about the political side and what works and doesn’t work so that you go home excited to put into practice what was talked about.
The fellowship is great, and after the meetings the nights are party. Yes, I know that people will go will have a great time. I looked at my time there as a get out of jail free card from my mother, so I had a great time.
I know my good and best friend Julie and I had a great time at the one in 05 in New Orleans. It was learning during the day and party at night.
Stormfront is a wonderful networking site. They bring them into the Cause online and then slowly through these meeting bring them into real life Whtie nationalists.
I know White Nationalists consider me an evil tratior but I look at it that I am a woman of courage. I know because I am a woman they are hoping that I will go away and not continue to bring the big guns upon them. I know they dont’ want to hurt women. They have always respected my womenhood and defended me when a White Nationalist man called me a stupid slut. Yet at some point there will be blowback upon me. That is why I hope that I will make a friend who will protect me, so I can continue to shine the light on them. If I have to continue to fight without a friend and protector, then at some point, I expect that something will happen to me, to stop me from exposing them. That is where courage comes in, willing to die for a moral imperative. My family dont’ know anything about me, what work I do, nothing real. They just think I am some looser who is a nothing. I am the black sheep of the family and always have been. I can’t talk to them about real life issues as they cut me off and don’tw ant to har, I get abused and tortured by my mom verbally, emtionally and mentaly becaue of my poltical views and choices. The people I like, trust and respect she hates with a passion and believe me I have always been abused over that choice of a hero.
My blog is my only tool at this point to shine the light with the hopes that someone in power will become a true friend and protector of women and children trapped in White Nationalist hell. Unless you have waled inour shoes you have no idea what women/children go through.
Why does my mother dislike me so much? I have been thinking of that. I think that one of the reasons is that she knew how much I loved my dad who was the one parent who never abused or tortured me. I would lobey him without question and respect his wishes.
In certain society, people don’t always marry for love and it doesn’t mean that love isn’t there as they are working toward the common goal of what is best for the family. It just means that sometimes your husband will have other women to occupy that side of his life. I knew and he asked me to never tell. I respected and never told anyone. My father wanted me to grow up to be a good wife and helpmate and take my place in Boston Society. Those who aren’t raised that way can’t understand that mindset and so I know that is just another flame to the fire of her dislike for me. I am not sorry I respected my fatherr’s wishes and grew to be the kind of woman he wanted me to be. duty first, duty second and duty third. As I said unless one is raised this way, they don’t understand and they get angry and can’t deal with the reality of marriage and life in certain circles.
I will be going back to Boston, as I really need to vist my dad’s grave and put some flowers on it. I need to come to terms with teh lies that have been told me since he died, and he not here to defend himself.
I have a Celtic temper and I have been angry since I wa a little girl That is a lot of anger. Anger is a deadly sin, so I am working to release my feelings and find peace and healing.
Please, if you are a woman with children in White Nationalism wake up to the truth that you are believing a lie as the truth. I know you think that White Nationalist men are real men who protect women and children. Yet, I know there are real men out there who are not White Nationalist who still protect women and children. They I believe understand that we women have been raised different then modern women and will not make us feel bad because we are raised to love, honor and obey the man and the man is raised to love, honor and protect his woman. Yes, we have different roles to play which are just as important to the running of the family. There is only one caption of the ship, and we are his first mate, but a man can’t demand that submission, he must earn it by proving he is honest, honorable and a good protecotr of his family. One that we can love unconditionally, trust and respect. Who we can depend on.
I need to listen to a song or two now.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=koJlIGDImiU
I can be your hero.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIYfgXKloMU
Glory of Love
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4p5yzdCa2GE
It don’t come easy
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ULitGKV3pJ8&feature=fvst
Jumping Jack flash
Of course I am going to end with the Rolling Stones.
At least I don’t have to think about White Nationalism for the rest of the day and can fill my mind with new things.
Have a great day
Chrisy
