” Real friends take the time to talk to you. Real friends don’t act indifferent to your friendship.” ( unknown)
I like that quote and I wanted to write it down where I write other quotews I like in a book I have.
Mr. Boston, I am working on my letter to you, that point was made in the first draft, but now I have two quotes to add on the subject. I had posted this quote to you already in the letter. ” The opposite of love is not hate but indifference.” ( unknown)
I feel I was a real friend to you and your family, but when it came to being a real friend to me you failed. Do you even realize that even today I don’t seek to hurt you. I seek the help and protection that you made so clear that it wasn’t your problem. Ok, you don’t want to help me fight White Nationalists and all the evil men out there, fine, then indroduce me to someone who wants my help in fighting the evil of White Nationalism and the neo nazi power gaining a foothold in this nation and the GOP. Be a reall friend for a chance and a real man. Do the right thing, introduce me to someone who understands my true heart and nature and sees my value, and then you can go back to your own life and I will never bother you again.
This letter is going to have a lot of emotions. From love to anger, to good bye and I hope you can face and handle the truth. Inspite of everything I still lvoe the both of you, because I don’t turn off love or friendship like people turn on and off a light switch. I will always be here for the both of you and the boys. I know that is not the case with you.
Someday there will be a man who I allow to love me, but right now I am in fight mode, because it is my way to survive. Why would I want just any man? I am a rare jewel and am saving myself for the man who is in LOVE with me. Who wants me to be his helpmate in life. I can be a real spitfire and have been known to slap a man’s face for unwanted advances. Later they come and say they are sorry and they were the one in the wrong. They never disrespected me again. Someday there will be a Catholic man who I hope is a fellow Celt, that I will let my guard down, but now I am to busy in the fight mode. I need to continue to find someone with the resources to help in the fight against White Nationalism, Racism, and the Neo Nazi take over of the GOP.
To make a joke out of them is a big mistake. Those of us who leave and fight them risk our lives. They play hardball. So I need someone who knows how to play hardball back. I need someone I can depend on to protect me when I need a safe place to hide for a few days from the people who want to destroy this country and think they can build their White Nationalist homeland from the ashes. Do you realize how many times I heard that statment. They are CRAZY!!!!! And I am the one they accuse of being crazy, so no one will talk to me. Yes, where I stand the bad people aways win and the lies are stronger then the truth. You could have proved me wrong, but your indifference to the suffering of women and children trapped in White Nationalist hell gave them the victory they needed to stop me from bringing the big guns in to fight them.
Yes, they are meeting in Sept for their political meeting that they have every year with the best of the best. They are in a very safe place and wil lhave no problems. They control people in power there so I expect that things will go as planned and they will continue to network and build in power and strength and pass the knowledge to their followers on the political side to carry out into practice. David Duke is a very smart man. He knows politics and how to play the game. He also I think will do anything to succeed.
I have never been treated so badly by anyone in my life when I asked for help and protection and a safe place to hide for few days. What makes it worst and causes the most pain and hurt is you are a fellow Catholic. Indifference is not what we are taught as Catholics.
One of my intents from the very beginning and still is that you and I make peace and shake hands as Catholics so that we can be better Catholics then we are today. At least I am willing to tell you the truth. That is what real friends do. You need the truth and not just people telling you waht you want to hear because they are afraid to stand up to you. Where has that gooten you?
Inspite of everything I will still pass you a lifeline if you need it regarding life or the polticial side of life. That is what friends do. I wish you knew the real meaning of friendship, because if you did, you would have known I was a true and loyal friend to all of you.
It should be some letter. I am taking my time and will edit it before sending it. There are a lot of feelings to sort out, but one good things is that once I am finished with this letter I won’t be binge eating to numb the pain ad hurt I felt because of your indifference when I in danger.
Hope everyone has a great day.
Here is a song:
Rolling stones- Jumping Jack Flash
Love the Stones. Who doesn’t it?
