I open myself up to the new

I release the old and open myself up to the new Celtic Prince God has chosen for me.  I guess I had to meet a few frogs before I meet the true Prince, lol.  This Cindrella will never give up hope that the man God has chosen to be my Catholic mate is never coming.  Why did God made me the way I am for nothing?  Why did he make me to want to save myself for him as my gift, if there is no one out there for me?  Why would God have me wait for the right Catholic man to show me what love and kissing are, if there is no one out there for me?  I know non Catholics do not understand, how we are taught to wait for the man God has chosen for us.  Marriage is a sacrament and is also a great calling of the church.  It takes a strong woman to deny myself those feelings until the righ Catholic man comes into my life.  Somewhere out there is a man who wants to be the one to teach me about love.

Do you ever watch the British hit show about the Irish Catholic travelers?  Maybe it is just our culture that stresses that we girls/woman are to save ourselves for the right man and not allow anyone el se to teach us about love and that side of life.  Why would I want someone else to teach me about love? Whjy would a man want someone who has been taught by other men besides him?  I have never been like my peers.  I am old fashion and that is ok with me.  If wanting to wait for the right Catholic man is bad, then I guess I will be alone for the rest of my life. 

I will stay in the fighting and inspiration mode.  Fight and inspire others to move forward in life.  To find the courage within to fight those who do evil and are doing things that are not good for the United States or the world.  To learn what you can and then turn and fight them.  To be willing to risk your life to make sure you have the truth, knowledge, and power behind you to conitnue research and most important to stop them.

I have several causes and American health care is a new one.  I can fight all day in the political arena and not allow myself to step into the arena of love and kisses. 

Is their a Catholic/Celtic man who is strong enough to just kiss me and reign me in? I hope so.  Real men know how to take the lead and don’t ask.  They just take control.  I think that is why I like my fellow celts better.

I don’t know why life got so messed up for me and turned out so different then I had been taught to believe? 

God it is in your hands as it always has been. 

To the man God has chosen for me.  I pray that you can  see the true heart of gold in me.  That you can know everything about me as I will know everything about you and still choose me as I will choose you.  That we help eacho ther fulfill our destiny that we were born with.  this nation needs us to come together and use whatever power we have to save it.

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Going back to New Jersey for some classic love songs.  Both Bruce S and Bon Jovi were what I listened to in my youth.  Both Bruce S and Bon Jovi spoke to a whole generation about love, life, and sorrow.  I am into my muic so I tned to escape into my music.  I being active in music.  I want to get a Celtic harp and learn that and develop my singing again.  I sang a duet at my sister’s wedding which I know made them both very happy. 

Somewhere along the way, I lost the music.  maybe it was thw ay two of my choir directors were treated for wanting the choir to practice so we sounded good in performances and the horrid way they were treated, but singing in the church is not an option for me right now.  Yet, I miss my singing, so maybe the celtic harp and getting back into my Celtic music is something to consider.

Hope everyone has a great day.  Have things to do.  Just keep doing what I am doing and putting my sober/recovery first and continue to cut the chains that God shows me need to be cut as they are only baggage that is holding me back from embracing the fate God has chosen for me.

As I said non Catholics do not understand how Catholic girls are raised,, so I don’t want to hear bad things about my church said to me or in my presence.  I understand that many of you, don’t feel that we are saved and are going to hell.  I heard that enough from Jeff and other Prostenstant churches.  I walk out and will not return when I hear that crap said.  We love God.  We are Christian and I don’t have time for anymore of the bull crap.  If you have to hate Catholics in order to feel good about your brand of Christianity, then I want no part.  Let me practice my Catholic faith, and your practice your Protestant faith.

Sorry, but I am strong willed and have had to be in order to survive.

Love and blessings

Chrisy