In the mood for a little Bruce.
I don’t want to hurt anyone, but I do want a chance to say goodbye inp erson. I want closure, the way others on my sober recovery forum are getting closure from those who caused them pain.
I know this person didn’t mean to hurt me, inspite of what my family might tell me or others. I know his heart. Maybe I choose not to believe the worst in people I love and heaven help me I love this person as my friend. I don’t turn off love like people turn off a light switch. I don’t know or understand how people can play games with LOVE. To love is forever, even if it is just a love of two friends and two people who share many of the same qualities.
How does one get over someone who touches your heart as a friend. Who you shared smiles with. Who inspite of everything you find ways to be proud of him, because you want to believe the best in them. maybe you think with your help they will be able to change the world for the better. Isn’t that what friends believe and feel for each other?
Yes, right now I binge eat, because there is no closure, but I hope that someday that will change, as the person who I asked to represent me with this person so that he can help us both do what is right as Catholics; can succeed i getting the one to see and face the truth, and to at least let me say goodbye and why I feel that he was wrong. We must never be afraid of the truth. We must never be afraid to take a leap of faith. You should know by now, that I am always on your side and always will be.