Slept another 3 hours, woke up kicking and pushing again and in stress.
Am eating my banana and yogart plus water.
An old friend is moving out of Phoenix and up to Oregon. Everyone I know is moving out of here. Can’t blame them. Someday I hope I will be lucky enough to leave AZ too. Going to be another hot and brutal day. I miss the locean.
Going to call and see what my choices for ptsd treatment are.
Go Boston!!!! My dad where ever we were would go and cheer on Boston and make sure we were on the Boston side. You can take the girl out of Bsoton, but not Boston out of the girl. Thinking of where I want to go when I am healthy New England is on the list. I loved Maine. Maybe northern Maine is far enough north?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P-AYAv0IoWI
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ULitGKV3pJ8&feature=fvst
I love our classic rock station here, as this is what I woke up to this morning. Good song to start the day in a good positive attitude.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HJMpdKmBlyQ
http://www.youtube.com/watch?NR=1&feature=endscreen&v=f-x1FsvOAz4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?NR=1&feature=endscreen&v=aueurQ1t31Y
My friend Nanette had every single Beatles record and records they made after they split up. The day John Lennon was killed, she bought them. John Lennon was her guy. I liked George Harrison and Pual McCarthy the best. We couldn’t like and dream over the same guy could we?
Here is one for you Nanette, love you and miss you. Sorry I haven’t written back but have been working on healing me. Now I am on the inner child that I am healing.
Found your wedding picture at St. Christophers’s.
Julie, I am worried about you, will try the last number I have for you. I hope you are ok.
Love and blessings to all readers. Thanks to all who are liking my entries. Ihope this will bring people to the point that they too will decide to get off the drug merry go round and opt for a sober recovery.
Chrisy
