Once I finally got tired all I have wanted to do is sleep and i am like just let me sleep and get my strength up, why do I have to talk to you right this minute, why can’t my body sleep, as it wants too. I am a Celtic Warrior and so we sometimes mix like oil/water and don’t mix. I love and always will as that is what my father told me. to always love and honor, but that I din’t always have to like. Which is what I told Cameron about his dad. I think iti has served Cam well, and he has grown into a fine young man. I like his wife too. Hope I might have a grand nephew annonced in the coming year. It is time to start their family. they are both lawyer in Hawaii and both went to Punahou, but didn’t know each other until Law School in Hawaii after Cam came back from OR. He has grown into a fine young man. I am very close to that young man.
He loved baseball cards when he was a kid, so one Christmas when they visited me in Boston I got him a nice red sox jacket that he loved. Taught him how to ride on Tia and took him to the Consitution and all the other history that I think part of the problem with the nation is that it is not being taught like when we were young. You can’t keep your nation if young people are allowed to grwo up wild and not steering and teaching them the lessons of life. You can always teach yourself.
I did. Chris, Cam’s dad was very good for me in that way, we were both the black sheep. When I would run away from my mom would come and find me in the streets of Honolulu. 1968 was when my sister moved there and we would go to visit. Chris’s family came much earlier and he would tell me what it was like before it became part of the USA.
Slowly getting everything done and getting my strenth back. When I am tired I sleep and now I seem to be staying up for longer period of times which is good.
My mom and said it was friday when I asked if it was Thurday, ahd I am the one that is right. Tomorrow is Friday. So once again I am right and she is wrong. Won’t tell her that. I don’t want to fight about something so silly.
I am starting to feel better then I have in years more like when I was young before so much had sucked my life away. Our helath care system sucks. Yet, the question is, is their a will to change it? Really change it. I don’t like the two party system as well as Parliment. I love the UK system. Now life is coming back in. I am getting stronger and people are starting to see me like when I was a kid and before getting really sick.
I don’t feel like I can do the heavy lifting yet, so it is going to be another night on the couch, but I have an old computer on my bed and with my body just wanting to sleep to regain my strength, It is what is the huryy for it to be done right this second. Their is no problem. I haven’t finished putting it in a real livable state. So I want to say stop pushing it to happen when everything is fine. Just cool your jets. I keep a lot of things inside. I don’t know why people worry over the most minor things, that don’t mean a hill of bean in real life concerns. I have always been misunderstand, except for my dad.
I loved this when vhn was all music and so was mtv. It has changed. I like music more then tv. Though I like DVD’s, because I like British tv. I love the movie this was based on with James Dean and Natalie Wood to rebels without a cause.
So glad we have a classic rock statian here and not moderen music pop. I like my generation’s music, so I am glad there is one station just for boomers.
found it. This was a classic. It is to bad that we don’t just have a music statan on tv anymore. To 80′s, lol. I wonder if anyone will ever understand this Celitc woman spirit. I am decended from Flora MacDonald from skye. I so much want to the area.
Music doesn’t have the same soul as what we listen to.
Wish I could find this movie on dvd, but can’t.
Well, this is the last one, as I want to try and get some more rest tonight.
Will people ever see the truth about me?
ttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X6ih2XS1hu4
I wonder if people realize it was the Brits that saved me and not the Americans. I am the fuck you to Richard Nixon’s government when they refused to get him home. Because my dad is British by his parents and our line there, they brought him home to me, so he could save me.
I wish he hadn’t died so young.
I love this scene in love actually where all the lovers embracing each other and welcoming home. Of course it reminds me in life in America was good in Playa del Ray in the early 60′s, so I tend to love Beach boys music.
Sometimes I don’t want to live in America all year. I would love to live in Skye or Ireland at half the year to refresh my spirit and mind and soul from all the crap that America has become. And people wonder why my dad taught me that it was better to be British then American. They had brought him home when he needed to get home to me, when America said fuck you. So he showed them. Does sound terrible wanting to live somewhere outside of America part of the year?
Starting to get tired again, so getting off the computer and sleep to music. It mellows me enough to sleep good. Instead of drugs the music sooths my soul and is like medicine. I love music. I used to love to play my dad’s fiddle that he had when he was a boy in Boston area. I fixed it up really nice and played it for years, but in OR, Jeff broke my wrist really goo so I can’t play anymore as when they operated they didn’t put it back to where it was before so my fingers are off. would love to learn to play the celtic harp instead. I also used to sing and have a nice voice. I wonder why I like music so much?
Well, good night all.
J. I am worried about you. I so wish you would call and let me know what is going on or write me is even better. I know you were talking about coming to Phoenix to get treated for your back for a month. I so much want you to get off the pain pill merry go round the health care system has become in sucking out their lives and turning them into drug additcs. J, with all the crap out of my system, I am starting to feel as good as when I was 10 and before all the bad stuff started to happen in the world. 1968 was not a good year, and Nixon was a very bad President. So many Americans were told it isn’t their problem when in trouble in foreign countries. The brits get their Subjects home. People don’t understand how my flag is the Union Jack and not stars and stripes. DA, and people think I am stupid. I am quiet and sort things out through the written word and not by voice. It doesnt make me stupid.
White Nationalist men are the worst. J, we got to get you healthy too for B and the family. B needs a strong wife and mother to the kids. Oh, how I miss our talks.
Love you always J.