If my journal is silent, don’t worry, it just means that I am doing what I have to do and am feeling stronger. I am starting to feel better then I have since I was 10 years old and developed ptsd. Busy doing some clean up and so far can’t find the charger cord for the computer so if I run out of power, I will be offline for awhile. Don’t worry. I fight to win.
J. my dear friend, I hope you will keep close to my blog and decide to get off the oxycodone. Once I am able to get online more then I will continue to use this blog, that way we used it to fight White Nationalists. This is our only tool right now. We have to get healthy if we are going to defeat them. You and your wonderful man are doing important work on your end. Be proud of him. Get healthy for him and your family. he needs you healthy in body, mind and spirit so he can know he can fight the battle he needs to be fought and know that the children are safe under your protection, so he doesn’t have to worry about home.
Love you. Hope you decide to take this next step of phase 2 with me. Those who read this and know Julie send her here so she can read and call me. You know I am your sister in this fight and am so proud of both of you. Love you both and the kids.
Wish I could find the computer charger cord, but I am not really going to be set up for a bit, so don’t worry. You know me J.
Tell B and the kids, I said hi, and love you all. Going to NA on Saturday’s as they have a noon meeting and I can’t drive at night until I have my eyes operated on. In this country who knows. Who know I mgight be blind by the time, they decide to operate, lol.
If you come to Phoenix soon and want to go to NA join me. Just in 7 days I am starting to feel the girl I was when I was 10. People can’t belive the change in just 7 days of cleaning them all out of my stystem.
Well, don’t want to use up to much energey, but will post a song. Love you girlfriend.
Chrisy
J, take hope. detox isn’t that bad, and you will feel so much better. You don’t need the oxycodone. I know you are as strong as I am, and B. needs you by his side in this fight, you know must be done against the neo nazis around the world.
We are still a team. They can’t stop us, we are two strong women, who are good helpmates to any lucky man we accept into our life.
Hope we can chat soon. Love you all forever.
Chrisy
I am so happy that in Phoenix they have a classic rook station 24 hours a day that plays my generation’s music. It keeps me going to have a station that plays a lot of British bands. At 6 every weekday is 3 Stones hits and 7 Led, Zepalin. Well, getting dark so will sign off, hopefully tomorrow I can put everything back together. It has been a busy day having to deal with my mom’s issues and doing my clean up