Getting ready to go to teh store. Been busy this morning trying to get in touch with old schools to see if they can provide me with the records I need that prove I was in a special ed class because of my learning difficutlies plus the dyslexia and ADHD. This was back in 66-69 so I hope they still have some records left. I was in pre school when my parents were told that the iq test was borderline and I was suffering from dyslexia as I see things different and reverse things. That is before the age of 22, so I should be collecting on my dad’s social security. There are a lot of programs for the disabled, and I wish I had known about them before now. Please pray that my school records have not been destroyed. It is a holiday so the schools aren’t open today.
Pinewood still look nice and it has expanded to be a high school too. I liked Pinewood better then St. Andrews. I had good memories of being in plays singing and dancing, running, and being treated with respect. I had friends that were guys, that I rode horses with and not once did they force me to do things with them.
I have bad memories of St. Andrews and don’t like Saratoga at all. I would never send my kid to St. Andrews. I laugh when they say they teach kids moral values, as they weren’t taught moral values when I was there. The worst offender who made my life misterable was the son of the Pastor. he forced me to do things with him. I hated school. They made my life miserable and the teachers did nothing. I was the one sent home because they said my blouse gave the boys the wrong idea and they acted upon it. Yet, the boys were never taught they shouldn’t lust after a little girl plus a fellow student. I think that is one reason why I dislike the episcopal church so much. I hated school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That is why I dropped out at 15 because I was raped at the school I was going to at that time and teh school just excused it as boys will be boys and it was my fault. I got a GED. I didn’t think going to ST. Anderews website would effect me so much, but it did, it has opened a wound that I have not opened in years.
If your child doesn’t want to go to school or like school, find out why. Don’t just blame the child and force him to go to a school that he doesn’t want to go to. There might be good reason why he/she doesn’t want to go to that school. Kids can be mean to other kids who are different then them. The kids with learning disabilities, who lack balance and cordination and aren’t good at sports, who don’t fit in; are mocked, bashed, and laughed out. They could be bullied and forced to do things against their will, and the school does nothing. They don’t want to see what is going on. If the person who is doing the forcing and bullying is teh son of the Pastor, there is no dealing with the problem. It is just easier to make the girl look bad and the boy is given a free pass to continue to bully and force girls to have his way with him. I HATED SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Going to get dressed and go to the store, as I want to get out and get my mind off my past.
Love and Blessings to all. I pray that God will heal me of all the hurt and emotional wounds I have because of my past.