I know I haven’t been as active in posting the news as I have been. As I have posted before I am taking time and seeking God’s Will for my life. We are living in dangerous days, and one must know what they believe and where they stand. We must know the people we are standing with. We must find the courage to let go and close the door with people who have chosen to support and do evil. We live in a time where evil is considered good and good is considered evil. Where lies are stronger then the truth, and truth is no longer valued in our society. Will we have the moral courage to stand up for the truth and stand up to the hate and evil that is growing in the world. Will we be strong enough to rock the boat and speak the truth? Will we stand up for what is morally right? Yes, we might die for standing up for truth, justice, and honor, but there have been many Jews, Catholics, Protestants and Moderate Muslims who have had the courage to stand up to evil who have been killed. We must follow in their footsteps and find the courage within to follow in the footsteps of people like Corrie Ten Boom and Bonhoeffer.
Who are our heroes. Do we need to change some that we believed to be true men of honor and courage, but who we find out as adults were Socialists who say they loved this country, but who in reality worked to destroy it? Did they value equal rights for all men or only for Blacks? Do they speak out against violence of all people including Whites, Jews, Catholics, Protestants, and Moderate Muslims, or are they silent because the victim wasn’t Black or Hispanic? Are they silent because the person who committed the violence was Black, Muslim and Hispanic? Are they hyprocrits? Do they support liars? Do they deny others justice? Do they deny others a fair trial, or do they harshly judge others without giving that person a chance to hear the evidence against them and tell their side of the story? When we are young, many times I think we make bad choices. Is it time to face the truth and let go of the dream of childhood of together fighting the bad guys who want to destroy this nation and the constitution? Is it time to realize that they talked the talked but didn’t walk the walk or offer anything real. It was all a shadow that wasn’t brave enough to pick up the sword and fight against evil. They are either afraid to fight which make them cowards or they are part of those who plan to reshape American into a Socialist police state. Either way, it is not someone I can stand with, as I refuse to stand next to evil or those who support evil.
I always get back to the question of what is the difference between Progressives and White Nationalists. So far no one has been able to answer that question, because they know that they both hold HATE in their heart and LIE to DECIVE people. They both hold just enough truth to draw people in, and then they brainwash them with their lies and half truths to believe that they are justifyed in HATING WHO THEY HATE. They lie to themselves saying they do what they do for LOVE. THEIR IS NO LOVE in their hearts or their CAUSE. It doesn’t matter if it is Progressives who say it is ok and jusiftied to kill policemen in Phoenix as the OWS Phoenix had on their tables to give people, or White Nationalists in the Phoenix area when I was in the NA having flyers and selling copies of William Pierce’s book that he wrote called the Turner Diary’s that jusified killing. They both jusitify murder as a way to achieve their goal for this country. They believe murder and lying justify the means of bringing into reality their vision for America. They both have HATE at the HEART OF THEIR CAUSE.
The media like they always do will make it seem like it is the police who are evil and bad, when it is those who take the words to heart that it is jusified to kill police or anyone else who doesn’t agree with you or join your cause.
They( both White Nationalists and Progressives) HATE Jews. Their hate for Jews and Christians and Moderate Muslims blinds them to join with the enemy of my enemy (Islam) is my friend lie, in spreading evil lies about Jews, Christians and Moderate Muslims. They applaud and approve of the rocket attacks on Israel that kill innocent people. They condemn Israel when she defends herself. Yet, they are silent when Christians in the Middle East are slaughterd. They are silent when a Moderate Muslims is attacked in the USA by other Muslims and has a star of David carved into his back with a knife for writing on the internet a poem being kind to Jews, who suffered and lived through the last Holocaust. Yet, the media and the so called Human Rights groups are silent. WHY? WE ALL KNOW IF THIS HAD BEEN AN ATTACK WHERE THE PEOPLE WHO COMMITTED THIS HATE CRIME HAD BEEN WHITE, THEY WOULD HAVE SCREAMED AS LOUD AS THEY COULD, BUT BECAUSE THE PERSON WHO COMMITTED THIS CRIME WAS A MUSLIM, THEY ARE SILENT. Why the double Standard from Progressives?
No, I will not stand with Progressive Socialists who are hyprocrits. If they had had the courage to stand up and tell the truth about the hate crimes being directed toward Catholics, Protestants, Moderate Muslims and Jews by Muslims, then I might respect them more. If they had the courage to stand up for truth and be willing to put their actions where their talk was, then I might have more respect for them then I do. If they had stood up to leaders in this country who lie, then I might have trust in my heart and believe that they were true American Patroits as they claim they are. They talk about having the courage our Founding Fathers had, but refuse to show the courage that is needed to fight to keep our nation free and strong that is needed now at this time in our nation’s history. I gave them another chance, and I found the reality is that nothing has changed and that they do not value truth, nor have the courage to pick up the sword and fight against all enemies foreign and domestic who seek to destroy the Constituion of the United States. This Political Daughter of the American Revolution meant it with all my heart when in our meetings I swore to protect the Constutution and The United States against all enemies foreign and domestic. To bad those who have been in Congress and took a similar oath didn’t it mean it from their heart. It has been one disappointment after another with this person and his family. Silence can drive people away too. Silence says they are guilty of the crime they were accused of. I feel stupid for trying to give my friend( I was his true and loyal friend, but he has shown me time and time again that he doesn’t value friendship) a chance to explain to me about the gossip. I don’t judge people based on gossip or rumor, I ask for proof and then I listen to what the other person has to say. Silence means they must be guilty because they can’t face me again. I will continue to pray for this person, as he needs my prayers, as someday he will have to deal with his treatment of me that day in the barn and if the rumor is true, then he will have to add that action, to being judged by God. We are all judged. I dont’ HATE. I FORGAVE THIS PERSON MANY YEARS AGO. I JUST WANT US TO TALK THINGS OUT AS GOOD CATHOLICS SO THAT I CAN HEAL AND MOVE FORWARD KNOWING THAT I DID AS COMMANDED AND FORGAVE MY CATHOLIC BROTHER. HE NEEDS TO FIND THE COURAGE INSIDE TO FACE ME AND TALK TO ME AND WE FORGIVE EACH OTHER AND MOVE FORWARD IN LIFE. WE DON’T EVEN HAVE TO BE FRIENDS, BUT HE NEEDS TO BE A MAN AND FACE ME AND HELP ME HEAL FROM THE HELL I SUFFERED BECAUSE BEING A FRIEND, I TOOK THE ABUSE FOR HIM. THAT DAY IN THE BARN WHEN I ASKED FOR HELP, I ONLY WANTED A SAFE PLACE TO STAY FOR A FEW DAYS AWAY FROM MY MOM. Never in my whole life have I been treated like he treated me. Always people would give me a safe place for a few days until my mom cooled down. To leave me there to be abused for him is not a way a good person treats a lady in distress. He said it wasn’t his problem, but it was because I was being ABUSED for him. I will never forget those words. They still haunt me to this day.
I am working at resolving my inner conflict, as I need to make peace with myself and this other person, so I can say to the Lord, I followed your commandment. Because this person is so selfish and cold hearted toward others, he doesn’t care that I can have any peace and resolve the inner conflict until we face each other Catholic to Catholic and we forgive each other and do what we are commanded to do. I know he doesn’t care about the teachings of the church, but I do.
Yes, I am working on letting go and resolving my inner conflict. I am working at healing the inner child inside of me who is still angry at being abused and having others lie about me so that the people I sought to help me would refuse the help neeeded. Who won, by this person refuseing to be a good Catholic? The White Nationalists who lied about me because they knew that if this person helped me I would tell him everything I knew about White Nationalism. They knew I wanted to talk to him about White Nationalism and ask his thoughts on this as to people who both were involved in politics even though one was Dem and the other Republican. They didn’t want me talking to him about the subject of White Nationalism or other Political issues. Who wins by him being a coward and refusing to face me and talk to me and forgiving each other as Jesus commands us? White Nationalists. Who wins by him refusing to listen to what I have to say with an open mind? Those who want to rip up the Constitution, because this person if he woke up to the truth and found the courage inside of himself to fight because he meant the oath he took when he entered Congress, and joined the fight on the side of the good guys, would be a powerfull addition to the good side.
I feel sorry for this person because someday he will have to face it. He has a choice. To face it on this side where we can make it right as two Catholics. I made mistakes too. We both need to forgive each other. He isn’t the only one who was wrong. I don’t want to blame him or have him blame me. The only thing I want is for us to do as Jesus commanded and forgive each other. I want to see him right with God.
I need to find away to move forward without his doing the right thing and talk to me. Do you remembrer the movie Gone with the Wind and miss Mellie always seeing the best in Scarlett. I am like Millie and this person is like Scarlett. I too love a friend, only seeing the best in them. Not wanting to admit that they are not worthy of my friendship. When I love someone it is forever. This person could do a lot worst then having a friend like me.
I am not looney tunes. I am not insane. I have emotional problems but that doesn’t make one insane. I am more into reality then the person who likes to tell people I am wacked out in the mind. That is a lie that was told so people wouldn’t listen to me.
It is to bad, but I think this person is not brave enough to do the right thing. I must accept that, and as hard as it is admit to myself that he was never my friend, but a liar who only pretended to be my friend so he could get what he wanted from me. Once he did that, he was finished and didn’t care that I was left to be abused for his deeds.
That doesn’t make him a very good person does it?
I need to go now as I need to go to the store, but this is what I am working on so I ask you to pray that either this person do the right thing and talk to me and we talk things out Catholic to Catholic so that I can find the healing I need and move forward, or that God will deal with this person as he sees fit. That I let go and let God deal with him and bring him to the place where this person will be humbled and know what it is to walk in my shoes.
I pray for him everyday that he would do the right thing.
Chrisy
