My Thoughts for Sunday
Whatever God allows to happen to me, I pray that I will meet it with a sweet, submissive, and loving spirit. That I will have a smile on my face and be a good soldier for Christ and the Catholic church. I believe that whatever happens to us that it is because Jesus allowed it to happen. So that everything that happens either good or bad is according to God’s will.
I look at where I am now and where I was 5 years ago. Because of the PTSD I do have serious issues that I am trying to work through. I am having to face some truths about myself which is never easy. Yet, it has to be done if I have any hope of healing myself and moving forward to a better life. Yes, I live in hell. PTSD is hell. I am open and honest about the emotional issues that I have because of the abuse. I also have trust issues too.
Five years ago I thought I was a White Nationalist. I know now I never was. Even though I love my race and will fight to save my race that does not make me a White Nationalist. White Nationalism is much more then just a heritage group for Whites. It is a political view of having a White Homeland only for Whites. They may not admit they are political but if one is not working toward gaining political power then they are wasting their time and energy. White Nationalism has to be political as they have to be able to govern their nation once they achieve it. So if they are not political then it tells me they aren’t serious about wanting a White Nation.
The last week or so I have been posting on SF under the name Chrisy. I have been open on who I am. I have only posted in the open sections of the board. I like talking to all kinds of people who hold different political views. I was hoping that I would find interesting people to talk to about the issues. I am having doubts on if it is possible to talk with White Nationalists about the issues because it keeps on coming back to personal attacks on me. I got a demerit on SF. I did write the mod who gave it to me and asked a question. We will see what the reply is. If it is a game they are playing because they don’t want me to post there, I asked that they be honest. Let us at least be honest with each other and not play these stupid silly games of trying to drive the person away. We must have the courage as human beings to be honest with people even if we don’t like them or view them as a enemy.
Someone posted an essay in the open section of the board asking for our thoughts on the paragraph. One sentence I committed on. He said White Nationalism is the answer. I posted that they need to prove and show why White Nationalism is the answer this country needs. Instead of just focusing on how evil the JEWS are they need to focus on WHY White Nationalism is the path American should choose. What are White Nationalists going to do about bringing jobs to people. I got a demerit for derailing the thread. I admit my comments can be long winded but I am working on that. My purpose was not to be a troll and derail a thread but to help the person understand that one can’t just generalize but they have to prove why White Nationalism is the answer.
People of all political views tend to generalize to much. I am guilty of that myself. Progressives can generalize to much and White Nationalists generalize to much too. WE need to stop generalizing and focus on proving why what we say is the truth. We have a population of people who don’t know if what they are hearing is the truth or a lie.
It is ok that people hate me. They hated Christ and Saints have been hated and misunderstood as well. I think of Joan of Arch and others as well. I like to look at the book of saints and read about a different saint everyday. A lot of them were murdered for their faith. If they hated Christ then they are going to hate the church and those who try and live by the teachings of Christ and the church. Praying my rosary everyday helps in giving me the strength to accept whatever God allows to happen to me so that I can totally submit to Christ and His Will for my life.
I reject both White Nationalism and the Progressive view at this time. Both have views contained in their beliefs that go against what I as a Catholic can support. Yet, both sides do have a truth that I can support and agree on. I have an open mind and am willing to listen to all sides. So far both White Nationalists and Progressives have not proved to me that their path is the answer for this country. Both sides generalize to much and don’t provide the proof of why their political view is the right one.
I also have been reflecting on if my heroes were the men I thought they were. Like some White Nationalists who have Hitler as their hero and turn him into a little god who can do no wrong, I wonder if I have turned my heroes into little gods who could do no wrong? Are they the men I thought they were? Did they do good for the country? I only want one God and that is the God I worship as a Catholic. So I have to be willing to take an honest look at if I have turned my heroes into little gods and idols?
I need to go now, but I hope everyone has a nice weekend.
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I am sorry you are having problems with reading my blog. I don’t know very much about computers and I don’t really understand such things as CSS code. What would I change it to? What is a CSS code? I need someone to walk me through it. I know I am not the brightest bulb on the Christmas tree, lol. I do have other qualities.
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I hope you have a good day.
Just wanted to update you all on the Stormfront situation.
I did get a reply back to my question. I understand better now why I got the demerit. They felt I was being rude. Sometimes it isn’t what we so much as how we say it. Sometimes I do come across as rude and being a bully. I look at it as just having a discussion but others see it as being rude. I said I was sorry and I tried again to answer the person as to better help him in his essay. I believe my point is a valid point about not generalizing but telling exactly why White Nationalism is the path that America needs to embrace and walk down. What solutions do White Nationalists offer that make them the political view that we as Americans should join. I am not just picking on WN because we all generalize to much in this country. I am guilty too of generalizing. I will continue to try to post at SF in the open section and see if I can have good discussions with people of all political views. I am sorry if I came across as rude or being a bully.
Today is Monday and the beginning of a new week. The weather has been nice as it has been in the 70′s and people are getting outside again as the hot weather seems to be gone until next Spring. It is nice walking the dog when it is cooler outside.
Advent is coming and I am thinking if I want to do an advent wreath. There is no children in the house so I don’t know if it is something I want to do with just me and my mom. With children it is nice doing the reading and having them light the candles. Each week another child lighting the candles so that each child can have a turn lighting the candles and reading the prayer. I love this time of year. Always have. But each year it seems as Thanksgiving gets overlooked because the Christmas season starts earlier and earlier. We have a radio station in Phoenix that is already playing non stop Christmas music and it isn’t even Thanksgiving yet. I love Christmas music but after Thanksgiving.
Hope everyone has a nice day.
Chrisy