Child Abuse

http://www.stormfront.org/forum/showthread.php?t=485186

Svarg started a thread on SF with the stats that WN like to use to justify their statements that Blacks and non whites commit more child abuse than Whites.  I get angry when I see White Nationalists spew out these stats without feeling or compassion.  To me their trying to use this issue to justify their feelings of I am white so therefore I am better and I don’t do the terrible things that others do.

I don’t care if you are white, Black, Hispanic, or the man from Mars.  If you seuxally abuse children than one is to many.  This is one of those posts that I want to respond to so I respond here in my journal.  I am trying to sort out my feelings and deal with them and not try to numb them with food or as I did in my youth use both food and also smoked a lot of pot.

Here is his first post:  Svarg wrote.

“There is a myth that Whites are more often abusing children.

Let’s look at the statistics

http://www.ojp.usdoj.gov/bjs/pub/pdf/rsorp94.pdf

White : 77,6%
Black : 20,7%
Other : 1,7%

slightly deeper

Non hispanic white : 54,1%
Hispanic : 23,5%
Black : 20,7%
Other : 1,7%

So non-hispanic Whites make up 70% of American society, but only 50% of child abusers are non-hispanic White.

Negroes make up 12% of society and 20% of child abusers are negro

http://www.ojp.usdoj.gov/bjs/pub/ascii/cvvoatv.txt

Of the 3,115 rapists, 1,735 (55.7% of
3,115) were white males and 1,327
(42.6%) were black males. Of the
6,576 sexual assaulters, 4,768 (72.5%
of 6,576) were white males and 1,723
(26.2%) were black males.

Again, negroes make up a mere 12% of the US population but 26% of child abusers are negro

Looking deeper :

White males make up 37% of population and 70% of child abusers are White. This is a slightly high rate

But let’s look at negroes : negro males make up 5% of society and 25% of child abusers are negro. (5x rate five times higher than should be)

Who is the child abuser ? NEGRO”(Svarg wrote)

 
My thoughts:
As  someone who grew up being abused as a child,  I really care about this issue.  I don’t want to see any other child born in this country or anywhere around the world to grow up being abused.  I don’t want any other child to grow up and have emotional problmes because of the effects of abuse in their lives.  I don’t want to see anymore children and young people be emotionally destroyed because of rape and not be able to move pass it and fullfill the destiny that it was ment for them to fill.
I have always loved children and I don’t want to see any other children be so destroyed emotionally that they even when their body goes into adult hood are still that lost child looking for someone (a hero) to help them, for justice to be done, and for just someone to believe them.  So many times we aren’t believed or we are blamed for the sexual abuse that happen to us.
To you Svarg it is just an issue, but to me it is personal.
Does it really matter Svarg what the stats are?  Is your stats going to change anything?  Is it going to save one child from being abused or raped?  NO, it is only going to make you and your fellow White Nationalists feel good and to allow you to continue to delude yourselves that if you do achieve your goal of a White America that no more children will be abused.  WRONG.  You have sick people who are white who like little children so it will still happen.  You use your stats to scare people into thinking that if they join you and fighting to create this white American Paradise that there will be no crime.  That is a lie!!!!!!!!!
Yes, Child abuse is very personal to me.  Anyone who abuses or rapes a child is evil and sick.  I don’t care what race he is, I only care that he is a dangerous person and should be locked up.  The man who took me for the first time, who worked for my parents, was Greek.  He was a Greek Immagrant and all these years later I can still smell him and I dislike anything Greek very strongly.  I don’t blame all the Greek people for that sick evil man.  But you White Nationalists blame the whole black Race for a few sick people who abuse and rape children.  THAT IS WRONG!!!!!!
You have White Nationalists leaders who are serving time now in prision for having child porn on his computer.  Kevin Strom will be in prision for a couple a years I read somewhere.  When he was first arrested there were many White Nationalists who defended him and justified his actions.  It was said that he was framed or some other lame excuse to defend this White Nationalist leader.  When he gets out will he be welcomed back with open arms?  I think so, because other leaders within White Nationalism haven’t openly denounced him yet.
When White Nationalists talk about child abuse and throw their stats around it makes me ill to my stomach, because I feel it is just words and doesn’t really mean anything, because leaders within White Nationalism will cover up for the other leaders who are seuxally perverted.
It shouldn’t matter what the race is of the person who is guilty of abusing a child.  He shouldn’t be judged because of the color of his skin and the black or non white abuser gets death and the white abuser gets time out and welcome back when the time out is finished.
People say that won’t happen with Kevin Strom, but I don’t believe it.  They will find a way to bring him back into the fold someway and White Nationalists will buy into it.
Sometimes I wish that the classmate who raped me at knife point in 1973-1974 school year would have slashed my throat and killed my body that day, because he killed me emotionally that day.  Whatever bright future I had was destroyed that day.
Maybe now at 50 I can overcome and finally find a way to move pass this emotional block that I have.  Maybe I can find a way to fullfill the destiny that I was born to fullfill.  I really hope so.  I feel like my life is so wasted up to this point and I want to find a way to live.
One of my good qualities is that I never allow anything that has happen to me to make me bitter, but always put a smile on my face for the outside world.  I am not a whiner but keep hoping that something good will finally happen to me.  I have passion and compassion.  I have strength but at the same time I am gentle and kind.  I have a heart of gold, but strong willed at the same time.  I am smart and not stupid, but have had to self teach myself because I was in terrible schools  who failed me.
Last Friday night I was out to dinner with some friends.  I was talking to another person who was from MA.  I told her I feel like Dorthy in the Wizzard of OZ that just wanted to go home.  I told her I just want to go home to Massachusetts.  I just want to go home to the commonwealth that I have always loved.  I want to walk the shores of the beautiful coastline, to walk in the Boston Commons and eat some wonderful food that one can only find back home.  I know someday I will go back home when they bring me back to bury me in the family plot in Lynn, but I would like to go home while I am still breathing.
I still have a dream.  If someone had figured out the truth and riddle about me when I was still young or even in my 20’s and helped me than I would have gone to college in Massachusetts and become a social worker who works with abused kids there.  If I hadn’t been allowed to fall through the cracks I would have made something with my life and once I was helped go on helping other abused children so that they too could overcome.  It didn’t happen and I don’t know if at 50 I still have time to go to school and make that dream of becoming a social worker a reality.
What college in Massachusetts is going to accept me a high school drop out with a GED and a AAS Degree?  I don’t have the grades or the SAT scores to compete with young people.  I need to go to a four year college in order to be a social worker.
When I read your White Nationalists stats and the attitudes you people have it gets me really angry because to you we are not faces or real life people whose lives have been shattered by violent crime, but stats used to justify to yourselves that Whites are not so bad as others.
I don’t think White Nationalists really care about the those who are dealing with the effects of violent crime touching their lives.  I think the only thing you care about is justifying your claim that White people don’t committ the crimes that other people commit so therefore bully for us we are so much greater than someone else.  That really makes me sick.
It makes me sick when White Nationalists cover up and defend the guilty who just happen to be White and hold leadership positions within White Nationalism.  It really left a bad taste in my mouth.
Instead of only thinking about yourselves and how you can twist things around to make you feel good, why don’t you reach out to the person who is suffering because of the effects of crime.  No, you just have to tell them that the person who caused this suffering and committed this act toward you wasn’t white(when they know first hand that it was a White person).  I think I know better than you who my attackers were.  They were WHITE.
Do not give me this crap that White people do not committ rape.
I am hoping this blog journal will be a tool in healing of the emotional pain I have been suffering for years.  I used to love Pat Benatar who sang a song called Hell is for children.  I would play that song over and over and over again. I wore out the album. I know what hell is because I have lived in it.  Instead of using food, drugs, or drink I started this blog journal to write.  Maybe writing my feelings will be the release I need to let go of the past.
I really hope so.  My goal for the this year is to learn how to cope and deal with my emotions without food to numb the pain.  I quit smoking pot years ago.  If I can find other outlets to release my feelings than I can loose the weight I need and maybe even find a way to go to school and achieve my dream of being a social worker and maybe being able to move back home.
I also have the added problem that one way I coped with things is that I would allow myself to leave my body.  They had my body but not my spirit.  Sometimes I don’t know what I feel.  I have lost connection to my body.  When I was taking food disorder class they would have us keep this journal of our feelings when we ate food.  I hated it because I never knew how I felt.  I couldn’t do that.  I still haven’t been able to do that.  I know I need to learn how to so that food will not be used anymore to keep me from finding out how I am really feeling.
Maybe it is good that I have started this journal blog and if it helps someone else who is suffering because of being abused, raped, or any other violent crime and they are having a hard time moving past it and we can make this journey together to find healing, peace, and most important to be able to move forward and fullfill our destiny than I will be very happy and feel that God is using this journal blog for his purpose to help people.
God Bless you all
Chrisy

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4 Responses to “Child Abuse”

  1. Feasiance Says:

    STROM SENTENCING POINTS UP ACCOUNTABILITY

    Richard Barrett

    The sentencing of Kevin Strom to two years for child-pornography
    points up the issue of accountability. At his sentencing, Strom asked for
    “one minute for every month already spent in jail.” However, he should
    have received one year for every pornographic picture he possessed. He
    admitted to having downloaded one-hundred-thousand to his computer,
    but excused it on the grounds that only a fraction depicted sex with kiddies.
    “Accountability, however,” refers to individual, as well as group, responsibility.
    Accomplices are just as culpable as the culprit.

    Strom followed the pattern of David Duke in pleading guilty, but, then,
    claiming that he was not guilty. Duke, who had defrauded his contributors,
    compounded by mail-fraud and tax-evasion, pleaded guilty, but, upon
    arrival at the “big house,” claimed that he really had not been guilty, at all,
    despite seizure of his records, detailing his corruption and cover-up.
    Strom did not wait so long. He told the judge that he was not guilty and
    had been framed, but the judge noted that, since Strom had pleaded guilty
    and not withdrawn his plea, the court was bound to treat him as guilty.

    The telling point was the backing, which both Duke and Strom received.
    Upon Duke’s release from prison, Strom journeyed to New Orleans
    to sign a document, compiled by Duke, pledging never to criticize Duke
    or anyone else imprisoned for any sort of crimes. It was a bizarre but
    revealing document, the import of which echoed the old adage that “the
    king can do no wrong” by claiming that “anyone ‘white’ can do no wrong.”
    One thing lacking in both Strom and Duke was contrition. There never
    was any “I am sorry,” “I apologize” or “Please forgive me.”

    A website, supporting both Strom and Duke, immediately criticized those
    who backed the convictions, calling them “FBI-informants,” “bad-mouthers,”
    “liars,” “Jews,” “weird” and “homosexuals.” It was even asserted that
    Nationalists who “attacked” Strom and Duke were “hurting the movement.”
    During prosecution, it had been revealed that Duke had spent his loot for
    gambling and whore-mongering and Strom had been stalking a ten-year-old
    girl. For calling both Duke and Strom out, this writer was called “a joke”
    and “non-white” by the convicts’ partisans.

    Strom and Duke shared one other deviant trait. They both had gleefully
    heaped calumny upon those who leveled criticism at their criminality.
    Strom published an appeal over his now-defunct website insisting that
    this writer be assassinated. He was joined by April Gaede, the mother
    of the teenage singing-duo, who Strom had managed and whose heads
    Strom had pasted onto pornographic images. Duke, also, had launched a
    tirade, by way of surrogates, against his critics, terming them “skunks,”
    who “deserve not to draw another breath on this earth.”

    Duke has moved to a foreign country, where he received a mail-order-style
    “doctor’s degree.” He refers to himself as “Doctor Duke” in Internet
    posts. His once well-oiled political-machine has collapsed. His Duke
    Campaign, NAAWP and “No Fear” organizations, which had been taken
    up by disciples, are defunct. Strom, who had aspired to perpetuate the late
    William L. Pierce, whose book had been the blueprint for the Oklahoma-City
    bombing, has been banned from the Internet. He has been allowed access
    to his retarded son, during his fifteen-year probation.

    © 2008 Skinheadz

  2. chrisy58 Says:

    Thank you for posting this comment and adding to the story.

    You pointed out issues that I had not known or that I had put down the memory hole.

    I always chuckle to myself when I see on Stormfront and other sites how White Nationalists fauwn all over David Duke like he is some god. If he were to say the sky is yellow they would say Yes, Dr. Duke that is right and the rest of the world who says the sky is blue is brainwashed.

    He comes accross as the great educated man with his phd. I may be a high school drop out, but I am smart enough to see through his crap. I want to go to a real college and get a real degree to be a social worker though maybe the place he got his PHD would send me one so I can say I have a PHD when I know that I don’t really have a phd, because I still wouldn’t be able to work as a social worker helping abused kids.

    What real job has David Duke really worked? I don’t see that he is working a real days work in his life. He lives off the moeny he can con people into sending him for his work which he has been saying for years he is writing another book, but yet that book never seems to be finsihed. I guess he teaches political science in Russia at this university and is teaching Russia’s political leaders. To think that he is influcencing the future of Russian leaders. That is scary because will they hate as he does?

    One thing that the comment that really concerns me is that Keven Strom has allowed access to any of his children.

    Yes, Duke and Strom do not like it when people are honest and speak out. They don’t like anyone who calls their bluff and says where is the proof of what you are saying or why are you saying one thing and doing another. Why do you lie?

    Yes, I am sure Duke’s little followers who worship him with a god like devotion don’t like my little blog who exposes the stupidity of their great leader. I know they didn’t like it when I rained on Duke’s parade with my response to his stupid letter to Obama. Duke this great hero to the White Nationalists and me this little girl emotionally who has the spirit of Scarlet O’hara who is not afraid to stand up to the big white hope of their race. I don’t have a week bone in my body and I will continue to expose the lies and if Duke wants to write more stupid letters or write one to Clinton I will be glad to respond and rain on his parade again.

    You see I am not scared of Duke or his White Nationalists followrs because yes, they can kill the body and yes there has been violence in their cause over the years, but you see I have faith in God who can kill both the body and the spirit. Even if they killed my body they wouldn’t kill my spirit and I would be in heaven with those who love me and who I love. I fear God and I fear not doing his Will for me. I feel in my heart that his will is for me to expose the evil of White Nationalism. So that is why if Duke or any of the White Nationalists leaders write stupid letters I will respond, or if they write articles that I think should be exposed I will expose it on my journal blog.

    Yes, I do have the spirit of Scarlet O’hara but I have always had one thing she didn’t have and that is a heart of gold.

  3. May Says:

    I had forgotten about the new Orleans protocol.

  4. chrisy58 Says:

    May, I remember the New Orleans document that was drawn up in 2004, but I believed Duke when he said that it was an honorable thing to do in having people sign an agreement that would not gossip about each other which as someone who knows the pain of gossip and the harm it does I thought that was a good thing at the time.

    I wanted to believe him and I wanted to believe that there was good in him. I was wrong and I was stupid to ever think that the genes he inherited from William Bradford would overcome and he could actually become a decent human being. I know I was WRONG and a FOOL to ever think someone like David Duke could change. He made it sound like it was the moral high road. Stupid me believed him.

    I didn’t know that it meant that one had to be silent when someone committed a crime. That explains why the silence from Duke and the other leaders that signed that document in 2004 at the Euro Conference.

    This article that was posted made me remember some of that. David Duke is one of the best Con men I have ever known in my life. He made it so that real crime within their Cause was kept silent and the leaders would not have to give an account of their actions.

    The thing that is really scary about all this is he is still conning people and people are still being lied to and things will continue to go on as they are. People being brainwashed, people being lied to, people being con and suckered, and David Duke will continue to live off the fruits of other people who work hard for their money but who fall for the lies of David Duke and send it to him.

    Maybe someday justice will be done and he will not be allowed to hurt or fool people anymore with his conning them, with his words of hate, and his criminal behavior and keeping silent about other leaders who are also committing crimes.

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